Tuesday, October 2, 2007

hopeless.

i just couldn't do it yesterday. it hurted too much. that and stupidly spending my money to the point of now living on croissants and the occasional scrap has worn me down alot. i'm so tired. i needs some vitty C or summat. i feels all hopeless like, i have no energy, though i did walk to work this morning. how the hell can i exercise when i barely have enough energy to fucking move??

this pay, i am going to NOT blow all my money on something dumb. i am going to buy stores of food for dinners, in spite of my phobia of having food in the house. i'm sick of living on nothing every second week. *fuckwit* i get SO ANGRY at myself every non-pay week.

3 comments:

Electric Chikken said...

Yes, that buying food idea is good.

Lucas said...

Yeah, second'd. You know with all the exercise you're doing, you DO need to eat. Bish.

Buy some tinned beans. They last.

Lucas said...

Update!